I have always been seen as a person with a great calling I have always been a light in the mist of great darkness.
I have witnessed things within my own housing that I never ever thought I would have had to experience and the fact that I was later informed that these non-welcomed and constant attacks were in fact a well-coordinated Racially motivated attempt by some who felt-it their right to try and control my ability to experience the same rights as others who were not of my same nationality, or of my same Spirituality
You see I was born as a Starseed/Bright Light and I was specially placed here on this earth and for such a time as this and for a specific divine reason, and that reason was to spread the light that had been placed within my soul. Never ever thinking that this little light of mine would attract so many who only wished me harm and that there were even some who wished death upon me simply for the fact that I was in fact a Chosen - seed from the Most High God- regardless of what others may have thought about me no matter what other would say about my struggles as a little -girl who lived in silence and was all alone in a world where I often felt I had not a real friend or any real feeling of family.
I have been involved in a 20-year love -relationship with my best friend who later became my beloved Husband. Our relationship was magical and the love that we shared was so complete and without blemish. We were living our lives to the best of our abilities considering that we were being targeted and sought after by a local low level- group of community trolls who were Hell-bent on destroying our Spiritual -destiny as a spirit filled Husband and Wife who had accepted the call to lead His sheep to the Kingdom.
What started as the answering to a calling we began to let our light shine which of course began to draw a lot of community attention. As an unannounced Earth -Angel I chose to keep it to myself because I realized that by keeping a few of my Godly gifts to myself it would in the future prove to be extremely valuable.
I had always felt the true strength of my powers when I was just about 4. I remember being able to sit down at a piano and after only hearing a song 2 times I was able to repeat it by ear without reading the music. I then began to notice that whenever I would walk home from grade school the stray dogs would follow me and I felt that they could understand me as I spoke to them, this began to be a regular event that I began to look forward to. It was the same with the fish, I use to love to fish with my dad and I noticed that the fish would almost all but jump into the boat as I would speak to them, in fact as I would speak the fish would all clammer over to be where I was. "If we could talk to the Animals learn their languages"
I knew that I had gifts - and I also knew that it was important to keep these gifts concealed until it was time to use them.
I remember our first date he took me out and we went dancing It was as if it was just yesterday, I remember him holding me close and we fit together like a key and lock it was magic
Years later after, we moved to a townhouse up North, I noticed that we were being preyed upon by the community and more closely by our own neighbors who did not seem to really accept us as a couple, and so this is where it all began, the obsessive and extremely insanely Abusive shadowing of my every step my every word my every thought which quickly began to consume every aspect of my life.
But what these aggressive organized thugs who had no better means in which to get paid except by aggressively and Brazenly coming to where I resided and all of them had secretly made me the subject matter and target of their malicious and wicked non-warranted attacks and their non-stop intentional attempts to interrupt my abilities to live the life that I was meant to live as it was in fact my birth -right which NO man or Woman had ANY say as to if I could or if I could not live it!
These monsters would eventually cause both of us such severe emotional. mental, physical, financial and spiritual damage to me and my life partner that it seemed at times as if we had prematurely- died and ended up in Hell right where we were being forced to live and deal with these unwarranted and extremely vicious acts of war.
to be continued
