I NEVER THOUGHT THAT THE ONE MAN WHO I LOVED MORE THAN ANYTHING, WOULD EVER HAVE DONE TO ME WHAT HE DID - IN FACT I WAS HIS BIGGEST CHEERLEADER AND WHEN HE HAD A LIFE THREATENING EVENT AT THE AIRPORT IN 2017 I WAS THE ONE WHO DID CPR AND CHEST COPMPRESSIONS THAT ENDED UP BRINGING HIM BACK ONLY FOR HIM TO LATER ON IN LIFE TRY TO HIRE A HIT MAN TO TAKE ME OUT - I THINK HE DID IT BECAUSE HE HAD IN HIS OWN REALITY HAD DONE SOMETHING BEHIND MY BACK AND FELT THAT HE HAD GOTTEN AWAY WITH IT AND WAS QUITE EXCITED ABOUT STARTING A NEW LIFE WITH SOMEONE WHO HE AT THE TIME FELT WAS MORE OF A HELPMATE THEN THE DIVINE COUNTER-PART THAT THE MOST HIGH GOD HAD IN FACT MATCHED HIM UP WITH WHICH WAS ME. INSTEAD HE BASICLY GHOSTED ME CHOSING TO MAKE UP FIGHT'S TO GASLIGHT ME , AND WHEN I RAN TO HIM FOR PROTECTION FROM THE MASSIVE GANG-STALKING THAT WAS OBVIOUSLY GOING ON HE SAID TO ME " YOU'RE NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR ANYONE TO EVEN WANT TO STALK YOU , PLUS PEOPLE ONLY STALK THOSE WHO ARE MAKING A DIFFERENCE IN OTHERS LIVES ETC - BASICLY TELLING ME THAT HE FELT THAT I WAS NOT ONLY NOT WORTHY OF HIS PROTECTION BUT THAT I WAS ALSO NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO BE A TARGET OF AN ORGANIZED ATTEMPT TO COMPLETELY DEMOLISH MY LIFE AS IT HAD BEEN , AND SO NOW AFTER ABOUT 2+ YEARS OF BEING SHOWN THAT YES I WAS TARGETED AND YES I APPARENTLY WAS IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO BE TARGETED , I HAVE HAD TO FIND MYSELF AND REBUILD WHAT OTHERS FELT ARROGANT ENOUGH TO STEAL FROM AND THEN ACT AS IF I HAD STOLEN AN INHERITANCE FROM ALL OF THEM . NOT ONLY DID THESE UNGRATEFUL GREEDY AND DECIETFUL PLAYERS USE ME TO BASICLY LIVE OFF OF BUT THEY HAD ACTUALLY PLANNED A LIFE OF HAVING ME COMPETE FOR A MAN WHO HAD ALREADY MADE UP HIS MIND TO LEAVE ME FOR A PIECE OF ASS - WHICH HE HAD ALWAYS SWORE TO ME WOULD NEVER HAPPEN AS HE AND I HAD STRUGGLED AND STOOD BY THE OTHER FOR 20 YEARS AND SO I WAS STILL IN THE MINDSET THAT WE WOULD WORK OUT OUR DIFFERENCES NEVER THINKING THAT THIS MAN WHOM I THOUGHT THE WORLD OF DID NOT EVEN THINK ENOUGH OF ME TO EVEN SAY GOOD-BYE -
AND HE WOULD BELITTLE ME AS IF I WAS A CHILD TELLING ME THAT HE WAS SO GLAD THAT HE HAD NOT MARRIED ME AS THERE WAS A WHOLE WORLD OUT THERE FOR HIM AND HE WAS WORTHY OF FAR MORE THAN ME ... OR SO HE THOUGHT . AS THE DAYS PASSED I WOULD SEE HIM SINGING LOVE SONGS AND COMPLETELY ENJOYING THE MOVING BACK AND FORTH AS IF HE WAS HOLDING SOMEONE ELSE IN HIS ARMS AS HE WOULD STAND IN THE APARTMENT AND IRON HIS CLOTHES SINGING SONGS THAT WERE NOT EVEN SONGS THAT WE WOULD LISTEN TO - THESE STRANGE SONGS WERE ABOUT SEXUAL IMTIMATE TIMES AND THE FACT THAT THEY COULD DO THEM FOR HOURS AND HOURS - AND AS I SAT AND WATCHED MY LIFE PARTNER -WHO SWORE THAT HE WAS FAITHFUL TO ME NOT REALIZE JUST HOW ABUNDANTLY OBVIOUSE IT WAS THAT YES HE WAS SMITTEN AND EXTREMELY INVOLVED WITH "SOMEONE" EVEN THOUGH HE FELT HIS SECRET WAS SAFE AND SECURE , WHEN YOU KNOW A MAN AS WELL AS I KNEW HIM , THERE WAS NO DENYING IT ,IN FACT HIS INSISTANCE THAT HE WAS HAPPY WITH ME , AND THEN A BIT LATER HE WOULD INTENTIONALLY CREATE AN ARGUMENT TO USE AS HIS ESCAPE PLAN AND WOULD TELL ME AS HE PRACTICLY PUSHED ME OUT OF HIS CAR WOULD TELL ME " I'M TAKING A 7 DAY BREAK SO THAT YOU CAN THINK ABOUT HOW TO TREAT ME WITH RESPECT " WHICH I REMEMBER THINKING OH NO HERE WE GO AGAIN AS HE HAD BEEN DOING ALOT OF GHOSTING ME AND DISAPPEARING FOR WEEKS WITHOUT AS MUCH AS A TEXT MESSAGE EMAIL OR ANYTHING - I WAS JUST HAPPY THAT I WASN'T DEPENDENT ON HIM FOR PAYING MY BILLS AS I HAVE ALWAYS MANAGED TO PAY MY OWN RENT , MEDICAL , CELL ETC AND SO IN A SENSE I WAS SURE THAT HE WAS KEEPING TIME WITH SOMEONE NEW , AS HIS WORDS AND HIS ACTIONS DID NOT MATCH- SURE HE'D SAY "NO " HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE ME OF CHEATING ON YOU ETC.... YADDA-YADDA -YADDA- YET HIS ACTIONS OF BEING EXTREMELY SHORT WITH ME AND ONLY HAVING NOTHING POSITIVE TO SAY TO ME AND THE SEX THAT HE USE TO SAY WAS OUR SAVING GRACE WAS NOW NOT EVEN IN EXISTENCE SO I HAD ALL OF THE PROOF THAT A SMART WOMAN NEEDS TO KNOW WHEN HE LIFE PARTNER WAS IN FACT COMPLETELY OBSESSED WITH WHATEVER IT WAS THAT HAD HIM SINGING LOVE SONGS AND SMILING ONLY TO REMEMBER ME AND THEM IMEDIATELY GO INTO HIS DEFENSIVE STANCE OF HATE AND WRATH FOR A WOMAN WHO HAD ACTUALLY SAVED HIS LIFE ..... BUT NOW COULD NOT EVEN BE SEEN AS WORTHY ENOUGH OF THE RESPECT OF LETTING ME GO SO THAT I COULD ALSO PERSUE ANOTHER AS HE HAS ALWAYS FELT THAT HE MAY NT WANT ME BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE DID NOT WANT ANY OTHER MAN TO EVER TOUCH ME AS HE FELT SOMEHOW THAT WHAT WE HAD WAS STRONG ENOUGH FOR ME TO WAIT UNTIL HE FINISHED OUT THE AFFAIR THAT HE FELT WAS SO WORTHY OF BETRAYING OUR 20 YEAR UNION AND THE FACT THAT I HAD DONE FOR HIM AT TIMES DENYING MY OWN SELF OF THINGS THAT INSTEAD I WOULD GIVE TO HIM AND NOW I REALIZE THAT I WAS FACILTATING HIS AFFAIR , BUT I COULD NEVER HAVE FATHOMED THAT THE 2 OF THEM WOULD HAVE PLOTTED AGAINST ME TO THE DEGREE THAT THEY BOTH DID AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT THEY GOT DOWN -RIGHT-DISRESPECTFUL AND STOLE MY MAIL AND CREATED AN PLAN THAT WOULD EVENTUALLY INVOLVE HUNDREDS OF OTHERS WHO TOO WOULD DISRESPECT ME AS IF I HAD SOMEHOW DONE SOMETHING WORTHY OF THEM ALL CALLING FOR MY DEATH- AL BECAUSE OF AN AFFAIR THAT HE COULD NEVER ADMIT TO YET WAS CLEARLY SO OBVIOUSLY HAPPENING AND THE MESSED UP PART IS I WOULD OFFER TO WALK AWAY MYSELF TO LET HIM GO ETC BUT HE GOT NO PLEASURE IN LETTING ME GO AS THERE WAS NO PAIN IN IT SO HE WOULD JUST BREAD CRUMB ME - WITH CALLS ONLY WHEN IT WAS CLOSE TO MY PAY-DAY AND THEN CONTINUING THE GHOSTING TO THE POINT WHERE I SIMPLY HAD TO WALK AWAY OUT OF RESPECT AND LOVE FOR MYSELF AND THE STRONG BELIEF THAT WHAT EVER WAS BEING DONE IN THE DARK WOULD EVENTUALLY COME TO THE LIGHT - AND SOI WORKED ON ME AND MY ONLY HELP WAS THE FACT THAT I COULD STILL CALL ON THE MOST HIGH GOD TO GUIDE ME - AS IT TURNS OUT HE WAS ALL THAT I HAD AND HE WAS ALL THAT I REALLY NEEDED BECAUSE MAN WILL DECIEVE YOU , LEAVE YOU STEAL KILL AND DESTROY YOU BUT IF YOU HAVE A TEAMMATE LIKE I HAD HE WOULD TELL YOU TO JUST SIT STILL AND SEE HOW THIS ALL PLAYS OUT AND REMINDED ME THAT I WAS IN FACT WORTHY OF MUCH MORE THAN THIS DISRESPECTABLE TREATMENT FROM A MAN WHO IS ABOUT TO DO WHAT HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE EVEN COMTIMPLATED DOING - AND IT WOULD ALL PLAY OUT IN REAL-TIME FOR ALL TO SEE....... AND THIS IS MY JOURNEY IT WAS NOT ONE THAT I CHOSE BUT IT IS ONE THAT I NOW HAVE CONTROL OVER WRITING HOW IT WILL END - SHALOM - FROM AN EARTH ANGEL WHO IS STRONGER TH AN ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE IMAGINED AND MORE BLESSED THAN ANYOTHER WHO HAS TRIED TO REPLACE ME OR EVEN THOUGHT THAT THEY COULD TALK MESS ABOUT ME ONLINE WHILE ALSO STEALING MY CONTENT FOR PROFIT - AS IT APPEARS HE WANTED ME TO COMPETE FOR A POSITION THAT NOT ONLY I ALREADY HAD BUT ALSO A POSTION THAT HE HAD PROMISED TO SOMEONE ELSE YET THOUGHT HE WAS LUCKY FOR ESCAPING HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH ME AND HAD COMPLETELY FELT LUCKY IN LUST ! LIVING HIS DREAM LIFE WHILE USING EVERYTHING THAT THEY HAD SWINDLED FROM ME TO ACT AS IF THEY WERE NOW A "POWER-COUPLE" NEVER WANTING ANYONE TO KNOW THAT THEY WERE BOTH IN FACT BIG -ASS-LIARS - FRAUDS-CONS-CROOKS AND HUSTLERS - USING THE FUNDS OF ANOTHER AND A HOME THAT WAS IN FACT LEFT FOR ME IN AN INHERITANCE -ONE THAT THEY NOW WANTED AS THEIR OWN EXCEPT IT WAS IN MY NAME SO THEY CONSPIRED AND FELT THAT MAKING A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL SOMEHOW ADDED MORE SPICE INTO THEIR DEMONIC LUST-FILLED UNION THAT WAS BUILT OF SAND AND WOULD SOON ALL BE WASHED AWAY FOR THE ENTIRE COMMUNITY TO SEE JUST HOW NAKED YOU BOTH REALLY WERE WITHOUT ANY REAL CLOUT DIGNITY OR INTEGRITY OF YOUR OWN AND NOW PLAYING IN THE DEVILS PLAYGROIND WITH THE CLOCK TICKING TIC-TOCK SURE TO GET BURNED AS SOON AS THE TIDE RETURNED AND DESTROY WHAT WAS NEVER MADE OF GOD IN THE FIRST PLACE (YOUR MEMORY HAS BEEN ALTERED TO CONFUSE YOU -ALONG WITH A MASSIVE AMOUNT OF LAYERED SEXUALLY -BINDING -MIND CONTROLING DARK MAGIC MEANT FOR YOU TO BE LOCK IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A JEZABELL SPIRIT WHO ALL ALONG REALLY ONLY WANTED TO PERSONALLY SEE ME SUFFER FROM THE BREAK-UP OF OUR UNION SO THAT WE COULD NOT CARRY-OUT OUR SPIRITUAL DESTINY AND OUR PROPER-LIFE PATH WHICH THE MOST HIGH GOD HAD PRESELECTED "US" TO BE TOGETHER LIVING IN ABUNDANCE- SO EVERYONE IT SEEMS KN EW THAT YOU WERE COMPLETLEY TURNING AWAY THE BEST THING TO EVER ENTER YOUR LIFE OR ANY MANS LIFE FOR THAT MATTER - ALL FOR A PHONY WOODEN -KNICKLE THAT WOULD PROVE TO BE WORTHLESS AND WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU CAN NOT SERVE TWO MASTER'S NOW CAN YOU AS SHE INTENTIONALLY LEFT OUT THAT SHE WAS IN FACT A DARK WITCH AND WOULD EVENTUALLY COST YOU EVERYTHING JUST TO GET RID OF HER GOLDDIGGING SELF THAT YOU FELT SO EXCITED TO BE GIVING ALL OF WHAT WAS NOT EVEN YOURS TO GIVE (BUT ACTUALLY BELONGED TO ME !! ) - BUT YOU DIDN'T CARE CUZ YOU WERE UNDER A LUSTFULL SPELL FORGETTING THAT YOU CAN-NOT TURN A HOE INTO A HOUSEWIFE .NOR A WITCH-INTO -A WOMAN OF HIGH HONOR ANd ALSO REMEMBER THAT THERE IS NO HONOR AMOUNGEST-THIEVES -🚔🚨👮🚓
#THEYWERENEVERYOURREALFRIENDS LAUGHING BEHIND YOUR BACK WHILE PLOTTING YOUR DEATH AND THEN TO STEAL ALL OF YOUR BENEFITS , YOUR HARD EARNED MONEY INSURANCE PLAN AND YOUR PENSION! WHILE YOU 2 TRY AN BRAZENLY TAKE- OUT AN EARTH-ANGEL ARE YOU Crazy ??? WHICH BTW THEY ALREADY KNEW WAS A HUGE NO-NO IN THE SPIRIT WORLD ONE THAT WOULD SURELY GET ATLEAST ONE OF YOU OR BOTH FACING DEATH FOR THE MERE THOUGHT OF DOING SO....... YOU'VE BEEN PLAYED BY THOSE WHO YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN WERE NOT FOR YOU BUT IN FACT COMPLETELY AGAINST EVERYTHIG THAT YOU AND I STOOD FOR ~ #HATECRIME #RICO #THEYHATEHEBREWS #RETALIATIONAGAINSTaWHISTLEBLOWER #SETUP #BUTWAIT #GODGETSTHELASTLAUGH #ANDTHEWALLScomeTUMBELINGdown
