THEN THERE ARE SOME WHO HAVE LOST THEIR SENSE OF WHO THEY ARE . THEY WILL TURN THEIR BACKS ON A GREAT WOMAN AND ALLOW OTHERS TO STALK HER BLOCK HER AND TARGET HER FOR PROFIT , HECK SOME WILL EVEN PAY THESE MEN TO LIE ABOUT HIS STRONG "BLACK" WOMAN WHILE UNDER OATH IN COURT , SIMPLY BECAUSE HE WANTS TO STEAL THE WEALTH THAT HE HAD DISCOVERED WAS LEFT FOR HIS WOMAN , A WOMAN WITH WHOM HE HAD BEEN IN A LONG TERM LOVING RELATIONSHIP FOR OVER 20 YEARS . THEN TELLING LIES TO THE COURT ABOUT HIS WOMAN BEING UNFIT TO MANAGE MONEY , AND NOT ABLE TO CARE FOR HERSELF , YET IF THIS WERE IN FACT TRUE , THEN WHY WAS IT THAT HE HAD LEFT HER AND HAD RENTED AN APARTMENT FOR HIMSELF WHILE SHE HAD NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO MOVE IN NOT FAR FROM HIS NEW HIGH-RISE MODERN WELL EQUIPPED HIP COMPLEX , HE LAUGHED ABOUT THE FACT THAT HIS PRIOR LIFE PARTNER WAS ONLY ABLE TO MOVE INTO A LOW-INCOME PLACE AND HAD ACTUALLY MADE THE COMMENT THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN LIKE COMING ONTO A PROPERTY OF SUCH A POOR QUALITY AND CLEANLINESS .
THUS THIS SHOULD HAVE BEEN A RED FLAG TO THE FACT THAT THIS MAN WHO WAS SO EASILY ABLE TO FORGET ABOUT THE LOYALTY AND GENEROSITY OF THE WOMAN HE HAD SPENT THE PAST 20+ YEARS WITH , AND BEHIND HER BACK ATTEMPT TO PULL OFF ONE OF THE MOST DEVIOUS ACTS OF BETRAYAL THAT I HAVE EVER MYSELF BEEN A PART OF.
I HAD BEEN LEFT MONEY IN A COURT CASE AND WAS INTENTIONALLY DEPRIVED OF WHILE HE TOOK ON A ROLE OF ABUNDANCE AND CONTROL AS THE POWER OF ATTORNEY , WHICH IS A ROLE THAT I HAD NO NEED FOR HIM TO HOLD AS I WAS AND HAVE FOR WUITE SOME TIME MANAGED MY OWN FINANCES AND IN FACT PAID FOR MY OWN LIVING AND MY OWN BILLS ETC .
IN FACT TO THIS DAY I HAVE YET TO RECIEVE EVEN 1 PENNY OF AN INHERITANCE THAT WAS ACTUALLY MINE , WHILE HE WENT ON TRIPS AND PAID FOR OTHER FEMALES TO LIVE LARGE AS IF HE HAD EARNED IT AND AS IF SHE HAD BEEN ME AND THEY WERE NOW ABLE TO LIVE IN ABUNDANCE .
AN ABUNDANCE THAT THEY HAD BOTH SWINDLED FROM ME AND HAVE ABSOLUTELY REFUSED TO RETURN TO ME , THE RIGHTFUL HEIR .
IN FACT I BEGAN TO GET MORE ATTACKS FROM THE ORGANIZED STALKERS AS THEY NOW HAD MONEY TO INCREASE THE ATTACKS AND DAMAGES THAT I WAS BEING BOMBARDED WITH .
IT WAS ONLY THROUGH MY FAITH IN THE MOST HIGH THAT I WAS ABLE TO SURVIVE WHAT WAS CLEARLY MEANT TO KILL ME - MY LIFE HAS BEEN FOREVER CHANGED AND MY SOUL WILL NEVER TRUST THE WAY THAT IT HAD IN THE PAST . THEY HAD ACTUALLY PLACED A HIT ON MY LIFE , ATTEMPTING TO HAVE ME TAKEN OUT SO IT WOULD MAKE THE SINS AND THE LIES DISAPPEAR . HOWEVER THE AFFECTS OF ALL OF THE MANIPULATION TACTICS AND ACTS OF WAR - WHICH IS EXACTLY HOW IT FELT TO ME ,AND I NOW SUFFER FROM EXTREME PTSD AS WELL AS MANY OTHER SIDE EFFECTS THAT A SOLDIER NIGHT EXPERIENCE FROM BEING STUCK IN A BATTLE FOR THEIR LIVES WHOLE HAVING TO POST UP IN A TINY DITCH WITH THE ENEMY RIGHT OVER MY HEAD FIRING AT MY HEAD MY BODY AND ATTEMPTING TO KILL MY SOUL AND TAKE MY LIFE
I WAS NOT ABOUT TO JUST LET THESE MONSTERS JUST TAKE ME OUT , IN FACT IT BECOME SO INTENSELY OBVIOUS TO ME THAT IF I DID NOT MAKE IT , THIS TYPE OF ILLEGAL INTRUSIVE AND ABUSIVE MISCONDUCT AGAINST ME WOULD CONTINUE TO HAPPEN TO OTHERS AND I MADE A VOW THAT I WOULD FIGHT THIS AND WIN , SO THAT I COULD TELL THE LAW MAKERS ABOUT ALL OF IT AND MAKE CHANGES TO THE LAWS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN PLACE TO NOT JUST PROTECT ME BUT ALSO TO HAVE PREVENTED IT IN THE FIRST PLACE -
I AM NOT SURE IF I WILL EVER TRULY HEAL AND SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL A GREAT AMOUNT OT ANGER GRIEF AND LOSS FOR THE TRUST THAT WAS LOST WHEN A MAN THAT I FELT LOVED ME AND WOULD PROTECT ME DID NOTHING BUT USED HIS POSITION AND CONNECTIONS TO VIOLATE ME AND LEAVE ME IN A STATE OF DISBELIEF
THE SADDEST THING IS I ACTUALLY FORGIVE HIM , AS I REALSIZE THAT A MAN WHO FELT HE HAD NO OTHER OPTION BUT TO DO WHAT HE DID , MUST HAVE BEEN FACING SOMETHING THAT I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT BUT IN TIME I DO HOPE THAT HE WILL FEEL COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO LET ME KNOW EXACTLY WHY HE DID WHAT HE DID -
AND IN A WAY I ALSO FEEL THAT IT WAS A TEST - A TEST OF MY FREE WILL, A TEST OF MY ABILITY TO OVERCOME ALMOST EVERYTHING AND MOSTLY IT WAS A TEST OF MY FAITH , MY FAITH IN THE MOST HIGH - WHO GAVE ME THE ABILITIES TO NOT GIVE UP AND TO NEVER GIVE IN TO THE ATTACKS OF OTHERS BECAUSE HE HAD NOT BROUGHT ME THIS FAR JUST TO BE TAKEN OUT BY THOSE WHO NEEDED PRAYERS FROM ME MORE THAN THEY REALLY NEEDED PUNISHMENT -
M ANDRES "STAY AT HOME MOM'S CHANGING LIVES "
A REMINDER TO ALL OF YOU WHO MIGHT BE UNDER ATTACK , REMEMBER THAT YOU CAN AND YOU WILL SURVIVE AND ALSO TRY HARD TO FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRESPASS AGAINST YOU -
