Truth Syrum ? !!! ☺️

I have found that when you are able to let go of the burdens  that were never yours to carry ,the rest of the climb becomes an honor to yourself and to all who were never expecting you to get as far as you have, considering the fact that they were actually the ones who had created obstacles and pitfalls which you managed to overcome,overstep and over stand that you have to be a better player than your opponent's when there are so many ,and when it's just 'you' and everyone  who you have at sometime in your life had to correct , had to protect ,or not regret walking away from ,let them know that it was not a game first of all your life is not a game nor had it ever been.

 

At times we may not always take a life as seriously as we should , thinking and believing that we're ok with "doing the most " to someone else ,and then due to fear ? Guilt, Our own  Image being too much ? Your EGO BEING JUST TOO big? Or whatever the reason you sat back while others (even you at times) came after the one you once loved , and just did the most dispicable things hoping to get away with causing me to fall - while pretending to be my #1 fan ! 

You tried  to make me out to be a bad person who was not able to be seen as worthy of the life that the most high God had blessed me with. 

When if you were to be given a 'truth syrum" 👀👪

you'd say '" I was scared that if she realized her greatness and just who she really is , I was scared that she would reject me - So instead ,I chose to hurt her first so that I would't  feel so insecure when she woke up and stepped into who really is ,and when it started actually playing out in real time , I was just like ,oh crap! I woke up a frickin Warrior in feminine form ! And I was just to much of a coward to admit that it had been me that opened up this Pandora " But I must admit  'Wow ! Watching her from that hidden camera that I placed in her bedroom- has allowed me to actually fall even further in love with her than I was before -  and - that's a whole nother problem cuz I don't know how to effectively show her love after pretending to hate her for so long ... But I have been told that if you begin to love yourself it will allow others to do the same  . So I am a work in progress as we all should be -  

Never forget that you are deserving of the same thing that you are giving to others and if you realized that this was actually true just how much better would you be treating each and every person that you come in contact with,everyday ? I think You would say.    " A lot  BETTER! "