FIND YOUR COMPASSION

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SHARED FROM -STRUGGLING WITH COMPASSION ? 

What is up with the mindset of friends and family who plot against you ?

 Its a sad thing when a woman can't leave her 20+ year Partner at home while she's having a tumor removed only to  later realize that her fake ass thirsty Ex friends family or community stalkers were just waiting for the chance to get him alone so they could feel the same way that you feel even though they have never been close enough to you or your man to even be invited into you-al 's  circle of friends    So it is not a matter that you  just happened to be in the area or whatever because some of you were hiding in closets for d#ck  as if it were dipped in Gold   falling to the lowest level ever by doing something that they knew their Ass should NOT have done  period I don't care how sexy you thought he was etc.

 If anyone That I knew  was in the hospital and I just happened to stop  by  your home you can actually rest in knowing the my respect for myself would never allow me to take advantage of you ,your marriage or  lower my morals  by allowing a man whom I clearly knew was not available for me to be testing with sex .  

  I don't care how sexy you felt or how  horny you may have felt  and the fact that you then decided to try and form a quick relationship with him  behind my back is proof that you knew of God's disappointment and disapproval for the sins and lies that resulted from the attempt to cover up your lustful sins and carrying out your F 'd up nasty thoughts and desires just to say that you had broken up our divine union  only to now realize that the only thing that you gained was a target on your big  head and a funcky stench from your lack of  proper sexual hygiene  and hiding in closets rather than showering and cleaning out that cum catcher that  now attracts  nothing but knats .

 And I will tell you that I am looking forward to  my day in court where I will have my right to face the false accusers who had a motive to commit perjury when you lied under oath about me just so you could have my position in his life which is so fricken sick and its also obvious  that you must have never had any good di#k like the one that you knew I had left  safe and at home because you lost your damn  MF mind over my man then you proceeded to completely  destroy my life and everything associated with it just because you  could not fathom the thought of me being the lover in this man's life  . 

You give the word Thirsty a whole New image    as in She was so thirsty that she hid in his closet waiting for something more, after that first  big d#ck penetration left her dazed and obviously confused . 

Those WHO chose to intentionally come against me

 We are obviously in the end of day's - as we currently know them - 

    With that being said there are some who have partnered with the demons to come against those whom have been deemed to be "The Chosen" or those whom have been proven to be under the protection of The Most High God - Which if I knew that someone was in fact protected by TMHG I really doubt that I would continue to come against the target , but then again I would NEVER be out in the world making another person's life more difficult than it might already be , and instead I would have tried to see if their was something that I Could do to help or perhaps have offered to look further into the actual person and would have realized that there was NEVER any reason to have come against her due to me being all caught up - Which is where this Organized plot to Intentionally come for those who they should have been trying to make friends with rather than trying to have them killed or arrested so that you could feel as if you had accomplished some type of Great Historic  Biblical-  Mission defeat -  

I guess now my  only question would be , "Now you know that you F' up-Right" ? as your being so insanely obsessed with trying to cause me  physical , emotional , spiritual, financial and Losses that have been done to cause me to experience heart-break from the extremely personal and mentally abusive deprivation of the one man whom they had all known was meant to be my partner in this life time as we were both predestined by God to come together and ascend into the New Kingdom together -  knowing all of this is what made this AN ACT OF DOMESTIC TERRORISM - Executed by a bunch of hired extremists who had watched our lives for years just to try and come in and kill us so that they could get a charge from being a menace in the society which they claimed that I was too dangerous to be included in - AND OF COURSE we know that everything that a person who has taken on the mindset of the devil , that what they claim to be factual is actually not even a fact at all it's just all wishful thinking ,because Dark will NEVER be able to outshine the Light . And those who are called actually hear HIS voice , which I can and if you were also on the same level you too would have heard TMH when he said "TOUCH NOT MY ANNOINTED " back in 2022 - but you thought it was funny and felt that you could beat GOD !?! which in and of it's self is blasphemy and just plain disrespectful to our Creator and Father - 

THE FACT THAT you felt that you could continually spread lies and make false claims against me  is bad but then you took it even further when after stealing my ID you also went to a Dr appt in my name and placed in my medical record ,YOUR medical information in a desperate attempt to what ? make me look like I had whatever it is that you were trying to push off on me ? It is INSANE that you have taken so much damn time to aggressively stalk mock and block me out of the life of my partner , while also controlling the complete narrative over EVERY ASSPECT OF NOT JUST HIS LIFE , BUT ALSO OF MY LIFE - you sick obsessed jealous jezebel creature that you are. I have never heard of a more desperate inferior female in my entire 62 years her on Earth ! And my prayer is that all of the criminal acts that you committed against me are charged in your indictment as you also have the SPIRITUAL violations to be changed with as well - You came in to a divine relationship to sow discord and used witch craft to seduce and make my life partner think that you were a divine feminine and had more to offer than I did - which if that were in fact true it would have been his choice to make without the use of spellwork , which proves that you were a fraud in the first place because any real divine feminine does not do witchcraft nor do they have to seduce a divine masculine to  have sex by claiming that you couldn't get pregnant only to have plotted to make him feel as if you getting pregnant was a reason for him to commit to you and marry you when he was already married ! not to mention that you were not pregnant or atleast not with his actual child , you just got anxious after stalking my every move and finding out that He and I had conceived a child - this is when all of the other false tales escalated and the weapons of mass- destruction  and witchcraft began to be aimed at my fetus as well as my head ,my face my breast and any other part of me that this obsessive jealous woman who wanted to be me - felt that her life would be wonderful if I were not in it - or that my life was wonderful so she would just have me killed so that she could live the life that I had built off of nothing but hard work a positive outlook  on life and faith in God that His plans for me to have a better life would come if I would endure and not let all of those who hated me simply for the life that I had but they never noticed the 45+ years of hardships struggles and obstacles that I had to get through , climb over and learn from. You see if you were expecting to come and swap destinies with me you would have had to start from the beginning as I had - and you would have had to overcome everything that I had to go through , the loss of my husband AL and the way in which my family turned their back on me due to their knowledge of my birthright and the feeling that they too were jealous of what they had been shown was to come to me if I could just survive and stay true to mySELF  and not rely on the approval of others.

 THIS  ACT OF WAR AGAINST AN EARTH ANGEL HAS TO BE TOLD - AS THEY USED ENERGY WEAPONS TO STEAL MY ENERGY AND ALSO ALLOWED OTHERS TO COME AND DO SCIENTIFIC EXPERIMENTS  AND DNA STUDYING ON ME (WITHOUT MY PRIOR CONSENT OR KNOWLEDGE !)  TREATING ME LIKE I WAS CHATTLE AND THEY WERE MY MASTER'S - A REAL DEEP SEEDED RACIALLY MOTIVATED HATE CRIME TO COMPLETELY DESTROY EVERY THING GOOD ABOUT ME AND HOPEFULLY I GUESS MAKE ME APPEAR TO LOOK AS DESPERATE AS ALL OF THEM ? 

LONG STORY SHORT - GOD HAD ANOTHER PLAN - TO BE CONTINUED !  

LOVE NEVER FAILS AND THOSE WHO TRY AND PLAY GOD IN ANOTHER PERSON'S LIFE YET HAVE NO REFLECTION OF GOD IN THEIR OWN LIFE WILL FAIL ! END OF PLOT - MOVE ON AND WORK ON "YOURSELF" LIKE I WORK ON MY SELF !

 WITH ALL OF THE EFFORT YOU HAVE TAKEN TO COME AFTER ME , YOU COULD HAVE CHANGED THE LIVES OF SOME REAL CRIMINALS ...OH WAIT -YOU DID ! THAT'S WHY YOU'RE NERVOUS RIGHT NOW ! 

If someone asked you to betray me why did you not say NO ?

 If someone has come to you crying about how they wanted to cause me harm ,it Shame or to experience embarrassment and you chose to go along with them or even get paid to set me up for the attack by allowing them access to where I should have been protected by you ! if you didn't actually participate directly in the Abusive behavior but yet you knew about it and kept your mouth shut And refused to come to me (even though I was begging you to help me because these extremely aggressive crazy stalkers were in fact trying to kill me ) and you just looked at me all crazy and chose to NOT tell me anything and decided  to sit back and remote view me while I was going through torment pain and emotional duress and all everyone did was Laugh, and masterbated to my pictures to drawn my energy closer so you could cause me more suffering because that was what got  you  both off huh  ? THESE ARE THE SAME ONES THAT THE MOST HIGH IS MAKING AN Example OF IN THE "WHAT  THEY WISH THAT THEY HAD NOT DONE " SECTION OF A FEDERAl indictment being issued to all who conspired to commit a crime that can not be erased by destroying documents and harassing the victim/witness and denying her info about  the facts that she was forced to get on her own. And if you are honestly innocent then you have no worries... But then again if you did do the biggest act of betrayal to ever take place and it was done to intentionally cause me pain because you and her were already Involved and you   f#cked around while claiming  that you hadn't touched anyone but me in over 20 years ,so that means that you should have zero children under the age of 22 right ? I'll wait ..... Crickets crickets .. telling them lies about me to convince them to take action Against me when I was the one telling the truth and you turned your back on me the  one honest woman who has always had your back and  saved your life with cpr in  2019  when your heart stopped at SeaTac airport only to have threats made Against my own life just a few short years later , forgetting the 20+ years we lived together ,now acting as if I had done to you what was being allowed to be done to me ,non stop acts of violence  such malicious acts that  others who were Against me are Angry about it all and are bringing forth evidence and statements , but if you Still want me  to prove it  then just sit back and see what happens next ....... 

God has spoken Justice Over My Case

All who conspired to commit fraud upon the courts and to defraud me as the rightful heir , God has spoken judgement over all of your evil corrupt dealings with the courts and the connections that you formed due to greed ,envy ,jealousy ,lust and lack of moral maturity And Integrity needed to handle the  financial affairs as a Power of Attorney - which You never had Any right to even be in a city proceeding in the first place - You committed the ultimate deceptions by illegally posing as Me ,marrying a fake (cousin)pretending to be me ? Then you just proceeded to tell lie after lie after lie and have been living a life based on lies that you've been telling and from stealing mail opening that  mail and you then opened accounts in my name ,purchased cars in my name ? Took vacations with my funds (I hCent hD. Vacation in 20 years )  ,sold items that were mine did wire fraud in my name opened businesses bank accounts etc  ,had me blocked from being able to make a living or get any relief while you all lived off of your fraud that you were allowed to do in my name ! Stalking me sexually harassing me and sex trafficking me , mental anguish ,and mental abuse financial crimes and intentionally causing financial hardships for over 5 years - not to mention slander defamation of character and bearing false witness to the congregation and the public we it the intent to cause irreversible damages !   A liar will look you right in your eye and think that you're too nieve to see through all their bullshit lies and fake alibis ! 

Financial hardship retaliation

 This is part of what is now known as a portion of a somewhat new section in the Domestic Violence offenses ,however it is also an area of abuse that a  control freaks ,  or an envious ex ,or ex's of an ex 🤬 now use  take control of another person and then  try and  intentionally cause a financial hardship to a person sometimes this even happens when there is a person whom  these financial manipulating ,hardship initiating jackasses target's  , and because they have failed at causing the targeted person to suffer from other losses like stability, love or success so the only thing left is to come to where the target lives and implant them selves in to the staff posing as a maintenance worker or other staff and towing cars ,which is a form of retaliation due to the actual stalking that the target had reported that those. Involved in the harassment had been doing . Not to mention that they are being paid to report and tow cars for what ? Kickbacks ? Because this is clearly an area where the wrong angry or abusive ,even a manipulating racist type of predator could Easily use this as a way of bullying ,harming ,Financially exploiting or just out right intentionally  stalking harassing and sexually exploiting an innocent person And there is even a pattern of practices here as they did this 3 yrs ago and I just mentioned it as I was talking in what should have been the privacy of my own bedroom but was in fact being illegally recorded by the same group of conspirators who were already involved in the  illegal aggressive harassment ,attempt to embezzle my trust fund and other assets  and more over 3years ago ,yet have now come to work here ? what !! 😲 Also the same pattern which is them being triggered by a post right here on my blog "stay at home moms changing lives" ? Using this lame excuse in the past ,but my blog is something that they themselves would have to  actually be looking searching or stalking me online   in a search engine ..... To find . So if anyone claims that they were  triggered by my postings then they were triggered by what ? The truth being displayed right before their eyes ? And another thing ,when people claim that they were triggered that means that whatever triggered them hit close to home or is something that reins in truth right ? So to claim to be triggered is not an excuse for committing an act of Aggression towards someone else , in fact it's more of an admitting that a lightbulb came on . right ? Because when the truth is right before your eyes it can make you feel done kinda way .... Guilt ,more than likely and if guilt is the reason that you Act out then you have yet to master the art of selfcontrol over your own emotions and I would suggest that you go get some counseling to find out why you use Abuse and manipulate others simply because they're doing in their own life what you yourself wish that you could be doing ,but instead of just admitting it,you instead chose to spread false rumors , tell others lies about the person who you were envious of and then decided to take out your own Aggressions against that person because you are immature and incapable of being true to not just yourself but others as well . 

I have also been more aggressively targeted after posting on my blog something that these people either  don't Agree with ? Or that it was so damn spot on factual that they knew it was only a matter of time before that knock on the door would come , and that had them feeling a certain kinda way .... Scared 😳 

 Who knows what drives a person to feel that they can get away with bullying someone financially and not have that bad energy be returned right back to you X 10 ,and any other bad ju-ju that was  meant to negatively effect me my family or my close loved one  may it be returned right back to you as well and next time you think that you can just make another person's life harder than it has to be, simply  because of you being all up in your feelings of envy hate and jealousy  , do us a favor and stop before you find yourself in the same position that you meant for me and My  immediate family to be in ,because  just like those that are about to get exactly what they deserve, you could just be their next target 🎯

Stop messing with our mail 

Stop messing with my Internet and our car  ! These are all forms of retaliatory harassment !   And they are Actually ON to each And every one of you ! Keep thinking that I'm playing ... And find out real quick that I'm not ! 

Positive Energy only please

 Positive Energy is obviously so rare that those with out it will set up  illegal- surveillance and record you ,only to be shown that all of their negative actions that they wished upon you ,didn't work - Cuz your still vibing with positive energy and they're caught gang stalking you ,slandering your good name and stealing mail ,impersonating you and trying to make your life a living hell ,while acting as if they are clueless as to why you had to go into hermit mode . Thank Goodness I was able to keep my energy positive so that I attracted  a positive outcome - 

False claims lead to hostile living environment

 So there are some who have been telling lies and making false claims in am attempt to try and get me caught up in the system . Case in point making a complaint that did something to them then lying to law enforcement in the report claiming that I didn't live here and was visiting my daughter ? Yeah and you knew damn well that I lived here because I hand delivered an award letter to you when you first started here with the same address you claimed in the report but as if this was not enough she then lied and claimed that I lived on MLK somewhere when she knew damn well that I live in the same place on her false report . Doing all of this to obstruct justice so that I wouldn't be Able to respond the court and would hopefully lose by default after never receiving the notice ,but his did the first notice arrive but the second notice had a completely different address that I did not change .  

Also note that this incident took place in 2023 then about a few weeks later there was a floo d on the property )that if my daughter had not heard the dripping would probably have taken lives as the floor directly above where I reside started to fall And would have pancaked on top of our floor (we even recorded it on video and her own cleaning crew supervisor stated that the flood was questionable at best and that it looked like it was intentional)  However I believe that there is some type of insurance fraud occuring as this property has still not been restored back to the state it was in prior to "the flooding" and it's will almost be a year coming up that we have had to live in a substandard damp/mold embedded  building and apartment that you can clearly see is in need of some serious TLC because it is in horrible condition and yet there are tenderly low income women and men expected to just overlook the amount of damage that was caused as a result of these "stunts " meant to cause mental and emotional stress duress and damage ,as it is a known fact that the quality of ones living environment can actually cause ones quality of life to slip as well as add to an earlier death ,which is I believe this  was intentionally meant to do . Ok prior to all of the last effort to sow discord they had been doing noise campaigns. Banging on the walls from the apt directly above us . Also there was a few members of a witch -coven being allowed to Come do black magic  spell work to, I guess Also tear down my high energy level (just as a property that is kept in a poor living environment will do )which allows their witchcraft to take affect better . Hhhhh And I am positive that this has been    their goal all along because They want my devine destiny and the finances attached -thinking that they can bully me out Of it , but that didn't work . So then they tried to have me arrested so that I would not be able to defend my good name . that came when the halls it flooded  And our apartment which is still in a substandard living  condition considering that it's coming up on a year now that it's been plagued with the smell of  mold . And insects etc   and has construction dust and paper and tape over windows ,steps and the fire alarms. Not to forget that they are actively hacking into our Internet and our emails and cell phone communication, which to me demonstrate their complete lack of knowledge if Federal Fair housing rules when it comes to invasions of a tenants rights to privacy and invasions of these privacies that should be protected . Just saying . Something must be done to secure that a tenant is not abused by the same staff that has a duty of care to help the tenants instead of intentionally hurting them .

And I look forward to being able to afford to relocate to a more stable and welcoming living environment where I can rest and know that I am not illegally being recorded by those who have been allowed to come and gain access to the apartment directly above where I am supposed to be able to have privacy and rest and heal .  This is what I am praying to the most high God to deliver to me and may he also see that those who are responsible for the abusive actions towards the tenants be made to deliver an acceptable  remedy  to those who are still suffering . 

Thank you in advance MH for always protecting me my family and the other elderly low-income and disabled tenants here in this community may we all feel the love that only you can deliver .  Amen 🙏