FOR THE LOVE OF MONEY !

 I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE ALWAYS PUTTING MY OWN NEEDS LAST AND CHOOSING TO LOOK THROUGH ROSE COLORED GLASSES WHEN IT CAME TO JUDGING OTHERS OR SEEING FLAWS WITHIN THE RELATIONSHIP THAT I HAD WITH AN AMAZINGLY STRONG AND SUCCESS DRIVEN MAN , WHO I WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT WOULD ACTUALLY VIEW ME AS HIS COMPETITION

 .... THEN  ALMOST OVERNIGHT HE SEEMED TO CHANGE AND OUR ONCE CLOSER THAN CLOSE LOVE LIFE SEEMED TO ALL BUT FALL APART , AND HE BEGAN TO COME AT ME MORE AS AN ADVERSARY THAN AS A LIFE PARTNER WHO SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE APPLAUDING ME RATHER THAN TRYING TO TEAR DOWN MY CAREER DRIVEN EFFORTS TO CONTRIBUTE TO BOTH OF OUR FINANCIAL FUTURE'S .

 BUT LITTLE DID I  KNOW THAT WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 28 DAYS HE WAS WORKING AGAINST ME ALONGSIDE   MEMBER'S OF MY OWN FAMILY AND SOME OF MY EX SO CALLED FRIENDS TO TRY AND MAKE ME APPEAR AS IF I WAS NOT FIT TO BE SEEN AS A CONTRIBUTING MEMBER OF SOCIETY AND THAT TOGETHER THIS GROUP OF AGGRESSIVE SPITEFUL BACKSTABBERS  WOULD TRY AND ACTUALLY STOP MY SUCCESS AND AGREE TO TRY AND EITHER HAVE ME PLACED UNDER ARREST  FOR MY WORK AS A INDEPENDENT JOURNALIST OR HAVE A HIT PLACED ON MY HEAD SO THAT THEY COULD ALL ENJOY A LIFE WITHOUT ME HERE TO MAKE THEIR DARK LIGHT JUST A LITTLE BIT DIMMER - YOU SEE THIS WAS A PLOT TO  HAVE ME REPLACED AS HIS LIFE PARTNER AND TO HAVE SOME NEW NEW  COME IN AND ACT AS IF SHE WAS ME DUE TO THE REALIZATION THAT I WAS BORN INTO A ROYAL BLOODLINE . BUT NOT ONLY WAS I BORN INTO A ROYAL BLOODLINE BUT IN TRUTH I HAD MANAGED TO MAKE QUITE AN INFLUENCE  IN MY COMMUNITY AND ONLINE THROUGH MY MARKETING AND MY CROSS-SITE EFFORTS AS A BLOGGER -  

THIS IS WHAT I KNOW FOR SURE . I HAD LOST MY DAD JUST A FEW YEARS PRIOR AND MY DAD'S WIFE (WHO WAS NOT ACTUALLY RELATED TO ME BY BLOOD HAD BEEN DOING LOTS OF VISCOUS -DEALINGS BEHIND THE SCENE  , I GUESS REMEMBERING THE FALL OUT THAT WE HAD WHILE MY DAD WAS STILL ALIVE AND I HAD NOTICED THAT HE WAS NOT BEING TREATED AS WELL AS I FELT HE DESERVED TO BE TREATED CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT HE WAS THE ONE WHO HAD MOVED HER IN INTO MY MOM'S HOUSE THAT HER MOTHER HAD GIVEN HER THE DOWN-PAYMENT MONEY TO ACTUALLY PURCHASE AND WHEN I MENTIONED THAT MY DAD AND MY MOM HAD PLANNED ON LEAVING THE HOUSE TO THEIR OFF-SPRING SHE HAD ABRUPTLY REPLIED "OVER MY DEAD BODY" AND SO THIS IS THE IMAGE THAT I HELD ON TO EVEN FOLLOWING MY DAD'S MEMORIAL SERVICE WHERE I REPRESENTED THE FAMILY AND SPOKE ABOUT HIS MANY FINE QUALITIES , QUALITIES THAT HE HAD ACTUALLY MENTIONED THAT HE WAS PROUD TO NOTICE IN ME AS WELL . STATING TO ME THAT HE HAD A WILL AND HAD LEFT THINGS TO HIS CHILDREN AND THAT HIS ATTORNEY WOULD KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN AND IF HE SHOULD PASS AWAY - 

HOWEVER SOON AFTER HIS DEATH I NOTICED THAT THIS WOMAN HAD MANAGED TO GET MY SISTER' S TO FEAR HER AND SIDE WITH HER ON MATTERS THAT I FELT SHE LACKED THE ACTUAL EQUITY TO BE IN CHARGE OF WHICH WAS TO ADMINISTER HIS WILL AND ALLOF HIS ASSETS AS I AM SURE THAT HE HAD ALREADY ALOCATED EXACTLY WHO WAS TO GET WHAT YET SHE HAD COME ALONG AND HAD BASICLY LEFT ME OUT OF THE ENTIRE WILL I GUESS KNOWING THAT THIS WAS HER TIME TO MAKE A PROFIT FROM MY DADS DEATH , AND KNOWING HOW MY DAD WAS REALLY FEELING ABOUT HER I REALIZE NOW THAT SHE MAY HAVE FOUND OUT THAT HE HAD LEFT HER ONLY A SMALL PORTION OF HIS ASSETS CHOOSING INSTEAD TO TRY AND ENRICH THE LIVES OF HIS OWN ADULT CHILDREN AND THEIR MINOR CHILDREN - SO TO FIND OUT THAT SHE WAS ALSO INVOLVED WITH TRYING TO GET ME PLACED ON A "GOVERNMENT WATCH LIST AND OTHER DETRIMENTAL CLAIMS THAT HAD BEEN SECRETLY DONE BEHIND MY BACK ONLY STOOD AS  PROOF AS TO HER MOTIVE FOR MARRYING HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE -  WITH  THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WORKING RIGHT ALONG SIDE WITH THOSE WHO ALSO SAW ME AS COMPETITION - MY GUESS IS THAT SHE DECIDED TO PROPOSITION HIM TO MARRY SOMEONE ELSE SO THAT THEY COULD BE NAMED AS THE HEIRS INSTEAD OF ME AS I HAVE COME TO KNOWTHAT THERE WAS ACTUALLY SOMEONE HIDING IN THE BACK WHO WANTED NOT JUST MY LOVER BUT ALSO THEY WANTED TO CLAIM MY BIRTH RIGHT THINKING THAT THEY WERE MORE SUITED THAN I TO BE SEEN AS A WOMAN HELD IN HIGH HONOR - AND SO YOU SEE THIS IS WHERE ALLOF THE GANG STALKING AND COC# BLOCKING BEGAN AND HAS NOW EVOLVED INTO AN ALMOST WORLD WIDE SMEAR CHAMPAIGN BEING PLAYED OUT RIGHT BEFORE MY EYE'S FOR ME TO BE COMPLETELY LEFT OUT WITHOUT ANY PART OF WHAT I KNEW WAS ACTUALLY MINE AND TO EVEN GO FURTHER BY CONVINCING MY LOVER TO COMPLETELY TURN HIS BACK ON ME AS IF I WE NEVER HAD SHARED ANY LOVE AT ALL - 

AND FOR LL OF THOSE WHO THOUGHT THAT I  WOULD JUST KEEP THOSE ROSE COLORED GLASSES ON AND SEE THIS AS JUST AN UNFORTUNATE EVENT ? THINK AGAIN BECAUSE I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW ALL OF THE DECEPTION THAT HAD BEEN BREWING BEHIND THE SCENES AND I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO GET AWAY WITH THE DIRTY LOW DOWN PLOT TO ERASE ME FROM MY OWN BIRTHRIGHT BECAUSE YOU FELT A SENSE OF JEALOUS ENVY AT THE THOUGHT OF ME BEING SEEN IN A BRIGHTER LIGHT THAN YOUR OWN AND ACTUALLY FELT  THAT YOU WERE ENTITLED TO CLAIM WHAT SOMEONE ELSE HAD LEFT FOR ME ?  WELL GOOD TRY , IN FACT BY HIDING THE FACTS FROM ME AND DOING ALL OF IT AS I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE , WHICH TO ME IS WHAT MAKES THIS ENTIRE ORDEAL THAT  HAS BEEN AIMED  TO CAUSE ME PAIN SUFFERING AND LOSSES  , SO EXTREMELY OFFENSIVE AND HAS ONLY MADE ME WAKEN TO  JUST HOW DEVIOUS AND VENGEFUL YOU ALL TRULY ARE  AND I WILL HAVE A VICTORY SOON AND I WILL CONTINUE LIVING MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU AS I DO NOT NEED ANY OF YOU TO BE WHO I AM - AS I HAVE NEVER BEEN THE TYPE TO CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK ABOUT ME , BUT WHEN YOU START TELLING AND SPREDING LIES JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN NOT COMPETE THEN I HAVE A PROBLEM BECAUSE ONE SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO COMPETE FOR LOVE AND ONE SHOULD NEVER BE PLACED IN THE POSITION TO HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THEIR OWN LIFE WHILE A  GREEDY MOB TRIES TO KILL STEAL AND DESTROY EVERYTHING THAT I AM THINKING THAT MY POSITION WAS ONE THAT WAS UP FOR OTHERS TO COMPETE FOR ESPECIALLY WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND YOU WERE ALL  LIVING IT UP LAUGHING AND PLANNING OUT YOUR NEW LIVES WITH THE INHERITANCE THAT MY DAD HAD WORKED SO HARD TO LEAVE TO "HIS -OFF-SPRING"  

AND FOR THE RECORD - I HAVE NEVER GIVEN ANY OF THEM ANY PROPERTY THAT I MYSELF NEEDED -AS I MY HOUSING HAD BEEN UNSTABLE SO WHY WOULD I THEN AS THESE LIARS CLAIMED 'GIVE IT " TO THEM ? THESE ARE DIRTY ROTTEN THIEVES WHO USE OTHERS TO COME UP AND THEN HAVE THE NERVE TO FLOSS ON SOCIAL MEDIA  LIVING A GREAT LIFE AFTER BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR MY DADS EARLY DEMISE AND THINKING THAT THEY HAD GOTTEN AWAY WITH CAUSING ME TO BE LEFT OUT AND HOMELESS - THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AND I WILL BE THE ONE TO  TELL THE TRUTH TO THIS ENTIRE MATTER AND JUST HOW LOW DOWN AND DIRTY YOU WERE ALL WILLING TO GET FOR THE LOVE OF MONEY ! 

Be Strong Enough To Not follow the Crowd

 

Integrity is Everything