Don't take my kindness for weakness

Some of you seem to have it all twisted  

living as if all of your bullshit ain't stanky 

And I am here ,Not by accident . Not to be taken as someone who you can all tell lies about and no one will ever check out your lies because "I'm a" so called "Black-Woman"  and everyone believes anything, anyone  else says because that's just how you think that you can mistreat Us right ?

Well let me reintroduce myself -

My name is Monica - I come from a  Strong Ruthless Royal- Bloodline of Kings and Queens . I am here as the representative of my People to carry on what They had set in place for me to do today 

I am Not your Toy ,Not your Boy Not Your Thot, and you better Not, Ever Play me for a Fool .

I am heavenly protected and spiritually blessed to express myself . 

You will be brought down to low places ,if you try to get in the faces of the Wrong people . 

We are in a particular phrase in our lives where they have fooled you into believing that by hunting us ,you'll be able to lengthen your days , then they secretly laugh behind your back because in truth they already know that there is no way to gain anything positive from trying to intentionally cause another to suffer ,as you do reep that which you sow. 

If your true intent is to cause another to experience ,loss ,pain,suffering ,neglect ,hardship etc (fill in the blank) This is exactly what you shall get back . 

Whereas if your intent is of a pure and kind heart ,and you come in peace with a genuine heart to bring love and healing to a land of forgotten and sick people  , then the Universe will in return not just watch out for you but  also open up doors that up to now , had been kept shut  from you to enter.

And one of  the most rewarding aspects is that it will all be played out for all to witness - as the good book says " Psalm 23

King James Version

23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.

2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

Iam  in His house - If you have come to try and cause harm to me ,you will be asked to leave ,or you will be removed permanently. 

I have not come this far to be preyed on !  

I am here for a purpose not by accident  or  for your own evil-carnal-   pleasure's.

You need to realize that in times that we are in right now, the Devil is trying to take as many of us out as it can ,You do not want to be caught up trying to carry out the devils work and instead you need to work on your self . Ask for forgiveness .And then change your bad ways into Good -  

Stand firm in your decisions

 The measure of your Integrity is to actually do what you say that you're going to do long after the mood that you said it , has passed . 

This brings me to a moment in my life that my daughter actually had to remind me of - She mentioned how I would often put-up with my Ex disrespecting me , by continuely running back to him whenever he'd call of come by to pick me up . And I must admit , yes I had done just that , always upset that he had shown me such little , if any real respect . He'd say he was too busy working or that he did not want to be in a committed relationship with me . This of course coming after he had asked me to be a FWB type of G/F . WHICH I of course at first considered his request and said well.... OK - however my good common sense soon stood up and tapped me on my brain and I imediately called him back and declined , but what I wasn't expecting  is the way in which he reacted - You see he started to make it seem as if I had left him out in the cold and had blocked him - when in truth he had done this to me , by trying to friend-zone me after our over 20 year live-in relationship that I was made to believe was a marriage - this is where the water started getting merky as I was left at home tending to his needs as my so called Husband - He apparently was taking applications for FWB elsewhere - well at least to me he must have been since He would also often tell me that if it weren't for our amazing intimate relationship he would have left me .... However it later became evident that he had in fact without admitting it to me personally , moved on to another outside communication to seek and get his needs met as he has begun to take on an almost resentful approach to dealing with me and not long after noticing these changes he imformed me that he would be moving to a city south of where we had been living together - This announcement while not really shocking to me did make me feel as if he infact had started a life without me- as he would then start to stay out late and when he did come home prior to his move out - we rarely spoke and the intimacy was beginning to be less of a pleasure and more of a suprise that he would even want to be intimate after basicly ignoring my existance and barracading himself in the back bedroom with the door shut from the time he'd arrive back home till the time he'd leave and go where-ever - 

Now what I did not know was that behind the sceenes he was organizing and working with others to actively block me from being able to have a more -gainful life verses living on the Federal benefits that I had from my labor and the my survivor benefits as I was and am considdered diabled - So in reality he was moving on with someone else and also trying to make a claim to funds that were in fact not even his but rather were mine - this is why he had to enlist the assistance of others to smear my good name and make it appear as if I did not deserve the funds that were mine - and so this is what I did not know at the time but was only recently made aware of . 

Fastforward to 2024 , where he has moved and I had to relocate as well . We now live a few miles from one another and our friendship is at best , cordial yet distant as he has a form of avoiding any true information as to what or who he spends his time with - As we hardly ever see one another yet he tells me that I am wrong for asking him to tell me the truth to who he has replaced me with - often leading to an argument from him about how he is a man of God , and that it's insulting to even ask him these things as he is I guess far above reproach ? 

Now mind you I have never gone all out and hid in any bushes or had to have my friends hover over his apartment to watch and report like he/or the mystery person has done now for over 2 years - to the point where it's become insulting to me as well , that he refuses to take accountability for all of the damages that the withholding of material facts pertaining to the funds that were stolen from me have caused as The quality of my life has been stagnant while I hear of vacations  purchases , gift's etc yet I have yet to receive NOT 1 penny from funds that were left for me while someone told lies claiming that I needed a power of attorney - and this POA failed to deliver to me the duty of being a POA and actually used that power to better facllitate a better quality of life for himself and for others - who he has yet to be able to come correct and look me in my eye and admit to what he felt was the only ethical ? action to take when it came to finding out that I had money on the table and he would not be  on the recieving end as he had already moved on from me , so he just organized and rallied his troops to they could collectively manage to re-rout my funds to accounts that he controled and intentionally hid from me , while also sharing with others the condition of my low-income housing compared to his nice fresh bachelor pad , which apparently was quite an amusing aspect to all of them who too had been sharing in funds that were not ever meant to be shared with any of them -

This is where I am today , and the reason why , With the help of my daughter in making me take a look at how I have not standing firm enough and just refusing to allow him back in to my life after all of the crap that he has put me through , while then attempting to then play the victim . And I am holding my self accountable for how I have let my weakness for this man to get the best of me and I have gone back time after time to a man who only views me as an option when I know damn well that I am much to valuable to allow any man to disrespect me in that manner - and so I am going to stand firm in my dicision to walk away from that which does not bring a sense of worth or of respect to the life that I have been called to persue - and with that being said I am looking forward to seeing exactly what The most high God has for me - knowing that HE would never just let me continue to be devalued and mistreated by this man who feels that he can do so much better - and I have one comment  for this man -  IT'S UP TO YOU WHO YOU CHOOSE TO INTERACT WITH , IM GOOD , BUT WHAT I AM NOT GOOD WITH IS THE FACT THAT YOU NOT ONLY MOVED ON AND HID IT FROM ME AS IF I WERE A RETARD BUT YOU WERE NOT EVEN HONEST ENOUGH TO ADMIT THAT YOU NEEDED MY FUNDS TO SECURE  A RELATIONSHIP WITH A NEW PERSON - IF YOU HAD TO STEAL LIE AND TRY AND KILL ME JUST SO YOU COULD HAVE A BETTER LIFE PERHAPS YOUR LIFE WASN'T AS GOOD AS YOU HAD MADE IT OUT TO BE , AND PERHAPS ALL OF THE LIES THAT WERE TOLD ABOUT ME NOT BEING WORTH ANYTHING , NEEDS TO BE PUBLICLY CORRECTED TO READ " WITH-OUT THE FUNDS THAT WERE STOLEN FROM MONICA I WOULD NOT BE IN THE TROUBLE THAT I FIND MYSELF IN TODAY "  AND THEN RETURN WHAT WAS TAKEN ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND MOVE ON!  (And if this is part of a deal that you made to protect someone else - you will be held accountable and found guilty by association - if you choose that route - just know that  I am not willing to over look any of the damages and losses that have come as a result of all of these crimes committed . I am standing firm in my decision to take back my power and to revoke any other POA that was fraudulently allowed so that funds meant to go to me were allowed to go to others and 3rd parties . 

RESPECTFULLY - M- Andres living under duress and in  a hostile living enviroment - where my mail has been blocked or re-routed ? my privacy has been exploited and there is an illegal survielance camera that watches and monitors my every move , done by the same entities who have already gained from me more than they ever desereved - and I am here to get back what was taken !    

Once You Learn These Life Lessons, You Will Never Be The Same (Advice Fr...

Many Suffer for lack of knowledge

 Just wanted to share an observation that came to mind as I watched a youtube ad -I realize that for Girls And Women we all may suffer from lack of knowledge of who we are and some never even realize just how loved you truly are because we feel that we need the Love of another person to validate our lives when in fact you are so blessed and amazing to The Most High God that you are still going to be able to live an Amazing and successful life with or with out that person who your desire to be with someone made you overlook your own amazement to God . He has been trying to get your attention back but you have been consumed in to believing that you were nothing with out the relationship that was meant to be a lesson not a lifelong commitment that secretly was doing so much behind your back and you continued to be humble and honest and it was never even being reciprocated back to you and My dear , You are not hear to be anyones doormat ! Don't ever let anyone wipe their muddy shoes on you and then expect for you to be able to just  wash it off and forget that it may be able to be washed away but the damage from the constant stomping on you will and has left a residual amount of damage to who you are . 

This is why I am sharing with you a thought that I was prompted to share with any one who feels like you are nothing with out the love of some other person in your life because in truth you are So Amazing to The Most High God ,and that's all that you need He is the only one who you need in your life and if you only knew that There was so much more that He has planned for your life than to be a doormat for an ungrateful person to wipe their dirty feet on .  

 

hacking into my email is illegal !

Malicious harassment !

 The  opps where I reside have an obsession with trying to continually spreading disinformation and even  attempting to  control my news feed with subject matter that amounts to harassment  . Not to mention stalking me non- damn stop ! Wow these cooks are obsessed with any and everything that I do or even do not do - And this is the same pest who has abused  their position and have attempted to exploit me by making false claims about me ,even trying to hover over where I should be able to have privacy  by illegally recording my every move in my bed room and bathroom . Stalking my accounts and hacking my bank accounts as if they're the Feds . Ignorance and racially motivated envy is what I would call it absolutely not professionally and out of order , proof to me of  bias based on who I am cuz this pest is so full of gratification  of one's self ! Always telling lies and playing the victim while targeting those that they seem to be insanely jealous of or maybe its due to the fact that they are homely and get no attention  , no matter what the issue is this loser is about to find themselves looking for work elsewhere - BTW this twit is so fricken out of control with their "Karen " style of intrusive misconduct that they watch me wipe my ass as I use the toilet ! While making as much of a disturbance from the apartment directly above me - and also being involved in re directing and interfering with my access  to receive  my mail .  Looking up my ass and violating my right to be left the  "F" Alone -  damn  simple- minded loser must not under stand the rule of law !  and  are attempting to discriminate me based on my religious or spiritual affiliation which is a Federal fair housing violation - plus there was a harassing   police  report made with police report number 666o666  which will be the straw that gets these  intruders charged with a crime in the judicial system  ! This place needs to be managed by a staff that actually has the best interest of the tenants rather than seeing the tenants as some one to prey upon because they have nothing  better to do with their time . Its been going on for far too long, bunch of  jealous  thirsty  hound dogs acting like a buzzard ona gut truck ! Get a life of your own and stop stalking the same people who you have all ready attempted to evict  yet Im pretty sure that you will be getting a message that your false fabricated  claim will be thrown out and a counter - claim for  elder abuse and other legal counts  that will be  charged against you and your group of desperate  clowns  with your big ole red shoes !  better  check your self before ya reck ya self  trixy !  #now comes the proof of stalking my blog because my blog is my private  business this gold digger is trying to cause intentional financial hardships and  if I find out that my ex husband is involved then they REALLY are DONE ! Extremism    intentionally racially profiling me and my family cause they know that they do not have a case in the first place and if this hoe has been sleeping  with my ex  I will let my attorney   know so that she can bring a claim of intrusion into my personal  affairs slander and entrapment  ! jackass jezebel  low life    who is so damn worried about what I got going on that they done gone and broke the law themselves ! 

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE DISRESPECT !

 THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR FAR TOO LONG AND NEEDS TO BE ELIMUNATED ASAP ! ALSO THERE ARE SOME ON THE GROUNDS WHERE I RESIDE WHO ARE WORKING WITH MY EX , HERE AS SPIES SO THAT HE CAN GAIN AN EXTRA UNFAIR ADVANTAGE IN COURT - OR PERHAPS BECAUSE THEY HAVE ALREADY DONE SO MUCH CROOKED BEHIND THE SCEENES THIEVERY AND MANIPULATION OF FACTS AND RULE OF LAW , THAT THEY FEEL A NEED TO CONTINUE TO COME AND PHYSICALLY HARASS ME AND HAVE ACCESS TO MY MAIL IN AN ATTEMPT TO CONTINUE TO HIDE MATERIAL FACTS IN A FINANCIAL CRIMES CASE THAT HAS ALLWED THEM TO CONCEAL THE DEPTH OF FRAUD THAT THEY HAVE ALL BENEFITED FROM - USING FUNDS THAT WERE ACTUALLY MINE . FUNDS THAT WHEN THEY SAW THEM , FROM ILLEGALLY OPENING UP MY MAIL WITHOUT MY CONCENT  THEY BECAME ENRAGED WITH JEALOUSY AND ENVY  FEELING AS IF IT SHOULD BE THEIR'S AND NOT MINE SO THEY PLOTTED AND HERE WE ARE TODAY STILL TRYING TO PRY THE STOLEN FUNDS FROM THEY TIGHTLY CLENCHED HANDS AS THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN TO THE LAW AND INSTEAD HAVE CONTINUED TO ILLEGALLY EXPLOIT MY RIGHT  TO PRIVACY BY ILLEGALLY RECORDING MY EVERY MOVE AND BREACH MY COPY -RIGHT -  BY DOING SO WITHOUT MY WRITTEN AND ORAL CONCENT WHICH I HAVE NEVER GIVEN TO ANY OF THEM NOR WOULD I EVER AGREE TO BE SOLD LIKE A SLAVE TO A SLAVE-OWNER , AS I AM BEING MISTREATED IN WHAT SHOULD BE THE PRIVACY OF MY OWN BEDROOM . ONE OF THE STAFF MEMBERS HAS AN ALIGANCE TO MY EX AND HID THIS FACT FROM ME , THIS IS THE SAME STAFF MEMEBR WHO HAS ATTEMPTED TO GET ME EVICTED EVEN THOUGH SHE KNOWS THAT THEY HAVE SAID THAT I AM IMCOMPETENT AND THAT HE WAS MY POWER OF ATTORNEY , SO IF HE IS WHY ARE MY BILLS NOT BEING PAID ? I HAVE FUNDS BEING WITHHELD FROM ME IN AN ATTEMPT TO CAUSE ME TO SUFFER A SEVERE FINANCIAL HARDSHIP AND THE SAME PARTIES ARE WORKING ALL THE ANGLES  OF THE GAME SETTING ME UP TO TAKE A FALL SIMPLY BECAUSE OF THIER IMPLICID BIAS TOWARDS THE AGED BLACK WOMAN - WHOM THE COMMUNITY I WAS TOLD , FELT THAT I DID NOT MEET THEIR STANDARD OF A LIFE PARTNER AND SOME OTHER FEMALE ( PERHAPS - ONE OF THE STAFF MEMBERS - WAS BETTER SUITED - WHICH IS ALSO A HUGE VIOLATION OF MY AND MY FORMER LIFE PARTNERS RIGHT TO ASSEMBLE AND OUR FREE WILL TO PARTNER WITH WHOM WE CHOOSE NOT WHO SOME RACIALLY BIASED COMMUNITY FEELS HE SHOULD OR SHOULD NOT BE IN PARTNERSHIP WITH - PLUS I BET RIGHT ABOUT NOW THE COMMUNITY REALLY WISHES THAT THEY HAD DONE THEIR HOMEWORK AND HAD MADE A BETTER CHOICE , AND WOULD HAVE CHOSEN ME VERSES ANOTHER LESS APPEALING LESS QUALIFIED PARTNER FOR MY LIFE PARTNER AS I AM THE PARTNER THAT WAS CHOSEN TO BE WITH HIM ON HIS SPIRITUAL JOURNEY WE WERE PREDESTINED TO CARRY OUT THIS MISSION TOGETHER BY THE ETHERS  THE SPIRIT REALM  AND THE MOST HIGH GOD . AND IF GOD BE FOR ME/US , WHO DARE BE AGAINST ME/US ! 

Leader of Neo-Nazi group sentenced for plot targeting journalists and advocates- Seattle REPOST - BEEN GOING ON FOR QUITE A WHILE

 > https://www.justice.gov/usao-wdwa/pr/leader-neo-nazi-group-sentenced-plot-targeting-journalists-and-advocates  

And now instead of doing this in the streets they have now brought it to where we live -and in what should be the privacy of our own beds, bedrooms and in the bathroom  and it's out of control -when you can't even heal from the last targeted attack and now you're being targeted again but this time it's from those who are being allowed to come in to where you live and should be able to expect privacy but you can't because they NEVER stop the assaults and violations of your rights !  ENOUGH ALREADY! 

 My life has never been easy ,No matter  How hard it was I managed to survive  and now I have an entire community attempting to keep secrets and receive bribes to coverup the illegal embezzlement of funds that were left to me but also they discriminated against me as a person who did not look like what I have been put through ,so I guess that too gave them even more reasons to come together secretly with my Ex partner and devise a plot that was so damn demonic and intentionally meant to hopefully cause me to suffer such an emotionally traumatic outburst from the sudden loss of my life partner after they bribed him to akso turn his back on me because the court system and those in authority wanted to carry out a hate crime against me yet could not get a way with it , so instead they made my now ,ex feel as if he had  power  over my life . They made it appear as if I was not worthy of respect or protection from all of the taunting , teasing , sexual assaults , sexual harassing , mental anguish , financial abuse and theft of my only form of income which placed me at the mercy of those who were part of the plot to try to smear my good reputation and get me either killed or committed after  telling connecting to others who seemed to just be waiting for the opportunity to also play a part of my demise after their own masks finally fell off and the real "karen " mentality that they had managed to conceal was no longer able to be denied , after all who would take great pride in working so diligently to cause death or at least a severe hardship to another person especially a vulnerable - some- what - shy - 61 year old disabled woman (during covid ) going as far as not just blocking my union with the man that I loved , but going as far as placing my name on a Government watch list and a "do not pay " list which prevented me from being able to gain any assistance as a business , yet they then began to claim credit for my work but also slandered my good work and my good name which was obviously profitable enough for them to see me as someone who they had to bully and tell lies about to keep me from being able to have a better quality of life or to actually  get back on my feet after losing my home and then my children following the housing crises  which was the  beginning of the hell that I  apparently looked like I had not gone through yet my body my genuine  - kind and compassionate manner sure had been put through the meat grinder of life and had sought to never allow me to gain my proper footing , knowing damn well that I was a fierce fighter and champion for the under- dog ,and fought for   those who were forced to keep their mouths  shut  and just deal with the abuses of a system that had failed to respond to the needs of the poor, the meek,the needy the widow and the fatherless children  but swore that they backed the belief of being one nation under God -yet  Who I was a witness to the fact that they had clearly failed this widow and my now fatherless children making us poor and too meek for our cries of despair to be heard by anyone who could or should have offered me a speedy remedy , and instead launched an all out aggressive attack to keep me off balance so that I would never get any relief or be able to get my home back and unify my family. And this is just a small portion of the trauma and discord that I endured  and am still enduring to the best of my ability . May I continue to fight the good fight leading  with my faith and Standing in my power ! May my relief actually find its way to me and not be illegally stolen or re routed to the enemies accounts or   their Greedy hands !  and those who treated me as a science experiment and used weapons aimed at  my head to cause me pain  and loss of my peace even as I write this   post ! I rebuke you devils who hover and cause mental and emotional distress ! I am calling for protection against these unwarranted assaults and prayer for my survival as I await a remedy so I can relocate to a safer place to reside - so far its been 20 + years  but has been in high gear fir the past   5 years and I have had more than  any widow should ever have had to endure  yet here I am  .  Thank you most high God for  never giving up on me ! My faith in you is what has kept me alive . respectfully M A "Stay at home moms changing lives "  

       

 This property where I live has to be the most predatory  intrusive deceptive One that I have ever encountered - 

First this box shaped female who is the "choose me " type had been over stepping my right to privacy  by maliciously and constantly recording me without my knowledge or consent letting my husband (we are in a temp separation) have access to them hoping to look better  than me to him    - which there really is no competition . Then they allowed it to flood in Jan and its now the end of  April   and the unit still is in  disarray . Note this has been a community of Over - Zealous Latinos who practice Santaria   they followed me here in June 2021 from Everett WA  and have access to everything my apartment his apt   my laptop his laptop   my emails his emails my mail  bedroom etc I  remember someone coming to his apt and pulling the covers off of us throwing them on the floor while we slept  creepy obsessed stalker style +    that's why we hardly leave  our place cuz they have Zero respect for our privacy and come in at will .  They have abused  me and have made my living environment  as hostile as it can be - We do not even have tiles on our floors as the female with the connection  to the working crew left 2 weeks ago ( the same time he supposedly got married - vut was already married to me or so he said under oath when they went after my inheritance and now she wants to be me obviously   ? by marrying my man ?  or so they are trying to make it seem to me  which would add a whole other criminal conspiracy cause of action to this case as A person who comes to where I live under false pretenses to further gain an unfair legal advantage   against a tenant who signed a lease in good faith only to have been traumatized abused sexually exploited and preyed upon  falsely accused  exploited  financially by not only my  now ex husband and his coconspirator's who have nothing but malice for me and my family while obstructing  justice and intercepting my mail which involved hiding funds meant for me .writing checks in my name   and then did witchcraft   to try and vex me after trying to cause me anxiety by knocking at my door with her camera phone aimed right in my face and an  eviction notice in her hand  which was meant to    show ZERO respect  to me knowing that they had hijacked my funds meant to give me a better quality of life , and my they had  lied and claimed I was incompetent so he was able to reroute my funds to their  bank and he was acting as my power of attorney but one of his assistants was trying to make my housing unstable and was also working vigorously to keep my funds from reaching me , so that the community could divide it   among themselves , the whole while this two faced rat illegally spied and shared my private non public life to slander defame and shame me  and got great Pleasure in orchestrating   all of this insanity and    have tried to continually play with my emotions and vex me each and every day and night with the attacks on my body my head my face and especially as I lay in my bed obsessed with my private area like the perverts    that they are  . They  honk their horns and communicate that way incase of raids which quite frankly should have happened long before now while so much damage was allowed to take place . 

Anyhoo  they are so  desperate to try and escape arrest for stealing my mail my ID my checks  my work and my man my Peace My stability and my putting  me through mental anguish and  emotional distress by illegally violating our privacy and recording and sharing it with my Ex - who thought Id never figure all of this organized gang abuse and  malicious  activities out - I am demanding that this misconduct be prosecuted and all involved who profited  from my pain suffering sex trafficking and attacks on my fetus which She knew I was in fact pregnant with and she wanted me and my baby to be sacrificed - also note they have attempted to file claims against me without my knowledge trying to take my hard earned money while also lying under oath that I was lazy and had no real talent this is Extremism for sure !!!                     (Financial exploitation occurs when the offender steals, withholds, or otherwise misuses their elderly victims’ money, property, or valuables for personal advantage or profit, to the disadvantage of the elder. Their methods include borrowing money and not paying it back; signing or cashing pension or social security checks without permission; and forcing the elder to part with resources or to sign over property. Financial exploitation of the elderly may also occur in concert with other types of elder abuse, including physical, sexual, and emotional abuse; and neglect. Understanding the factors that contribute to the problem of elder abuse will help police departments frame their own local analysis questions, determine good effectiveness measures, recognize key intervention points, and select appropriate responses. Factors contributing to financial crimes against the elderly include underreporting, victim vulnerabilities, victim facilitation, revictimization, and offender characteristics. It is important to identify the types of fraud currently operating, the likely targets, the means used to commit the fraud, and the factors that may prevent victims from reporting it. It is important to understand how offenders gain access to the victims’ funds, what the nature of the offender-victim relationship is, and what resources are available to support and protect the elderly.  with witchcraft)  and the feds have got to be active breathing right down their necks . letting them know that when you intentionally misuse an elderly disabled "black woman " for your own gain then you have infact committed elder financial abuse        

TEA - TIME :Turn your Mess into a Message

MELLOW BLEND ....

Amazing Things will happen in your life when you take your focus on the life of another person, amd place that focus on your -self . This is what is called self reflecting .

 Look at yourself and then write down what you like about you .

 What do you do in the  life of other's that are making a difference in their lives ?  (for the good ) 

Then write down what you could do better in your life . It could be minding your own business ? or admitting that you lied about another person's -fill in the blank_________ 

 This is how we begin to look within  instead of using all of your energy acting as if you can control the destiny of another 's life - 

YOU  ARE LIVING A LIE - If you really think that your negative actions towards  another will not go un-punished  , you are greatly delusional , and I would try and get your own affairs in order as we are all currently under judgement , especially those who have been so aggressively  stalking , abusing and falsely accusing  a person who had no involvement in any of the false claims you made (while under oath of all things- not a very smart move peeps...) 

Anyhoo - I look forward to sharing and growing with each of you who come to my blog to heal learn and grow .

May we all continue to persue a life that not only is fulfilling to us but also enriches the lives of those who are around Us .

 May we conduct our selves as gently as possible remembering that everyone is dealing with their own _________ FILL IN THE BLANK . 

I APPOLOGIZE TO ANY ONE WHO I MAY HAVE OFFENDED IN THE PAST - I AM NOT PERFECT AND I HAVE NEVER CLAIMED TO BE.

 I ONLY COMPETE WITH MY SELF AND TRY AND IMPROVE MYSELF EVERY DAY - SOME DAYS  ARE GOOD AND SOME MAYBE, NOT SO GOOD , THE DIFFERENCE IS NO MATTER GOOD OR BAD I AM GRATEFUL FOR THE LIFE THAT I HAVE BEEN BLESSED BY THE MOST HIGH GOD TO LIVE - I DO NOT CARE WHAT ANY ONE HAS TO SAY ABOUT MY LIFE BUT IF YOU DO MAKE A STATEMENT ABOUT ME WHILE UNDER OATH , AND THAT STATEMENT IS FRAUDULENT AND BEING SAID KNOWING THAT IT WAS A FALSE STATEMENT , THEN KNOW THIS , IT WILL NOT GO UN-PUNISHED , ESPECIALLY IF THAT FALSE STATEMENT WAS SAID TO DEPRIVE ME AND MY ADULT DAUGHTER  OUT OF A BETTER QUALITY  OF LIFE THAN WE ARE CURRENTLY BEING SUBJECTED  TO LIVE - I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO HELP OTHER'S BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I NEVER ASKED ANYONE FOR HELP (due to pride perhaps? ) I WOULD ALWAYS GET A SUDDEN GIFT NOT REALIZING THAT THE MOST HIGH SAW MY NEEDS AND HAD PLACED CERTAIN PEOPLE IN MY LIFE  OR IN MY PATH TO HELP ME EVEN THOUGH MY PRIDE IN TRYING TO BE STRONG AND DO IT ALL BY MYSELF  WOULD AT SOMETIMES KEEP ME STUCK AND HUNGRY -  EVERY THING AS I NOW KNOW, WAS PART OF GOD'S PLAN FOR MY LIFE PATH . 

AND SO EVEN THOUGH I MAY NOT BE EVERYONE'S CUP OF TEA -  THOSE WHO LIKE MY SOMETIMES MELLOW MIX OR EVEN MY SOMETIMES SPICY MIX  THEY CONTINUE TO GROW FROM THE FLOW OF THE AROMA THAT I SHARE - WITH OUT ASKING FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN .  

MAY WE ALL CONTINUE TO GIVE FROM OUR TRUEST INTENT OF COMPASSION FOR OTHER'S - INSTEAD OF FROM WHAT OTHER'S HAVE TO SAY OR THINK BECAUSE ONCE WE START TO TRY AND PLEASE MAN , WE HAVE LOST OUR SINCERITY  TO GOD .  

HAVE A GREAT DAY /NIGHT/LIFE - PEACE AND BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL - 

M-

 living my life with NO remorse and a light heart , inspite of the boulders that other's have thrown at me I stacked them for so long that I hadn't noticed the Empire that  I had formed  - of course not on my own because even though I may not have seen it, The most high God was busy with His team chizzleing away and forming every boulder into something amazing !  

motivation

 

Deep deception

 There has been a deep concern by some , who have been trying to portray me as a dark evil doer , which I have never been . But the funniest/most Ironic  part is just how insanely desperate this whole organized gang effort has become since realizing that all of their lies cons thefts and fraud have been uncovered and are being prosecuted as the crimes that they obviously  committed  - Its enough of a miracle  to have to survived all of the aggressive attacks from this low level - cartel but  to add even more insult to the injuries they/ she / he  then made false reports against my good name and  reputation , Opening Bank accounts in my name that I had no idea were opened and had no access to yet money that should be placed in my account was rerouted to numerous accounts that I had no access to and also off shore accounts were opened without my consent knowledge or participation while trying to make it appear as if I was associated with corruption.  I guess feeling as if since they had gotten away with lying  up to now ,that  they had nothing to lose ,so they decided to try and use black magic witchcraft to further interfere with the predestinated-spiritual path of  a husband and a wife to happily walk  together on - knowing that  all of this chaos was actually started for that very purpose ,which was to destroy our union and  block our religious right to be happy and procreate  without interference by the dark underworld of  lies spies and false alibi's - The agent sent to seduce my husband had even sat at the Sabbath bible study acting as if she had an interest in the bible the whole time hiding her true intent which was to sow discord and get my man into a sexual compromising situation that she could use as leverage to blackmail him with and also to later claim a pregnancy  that was not even his ,also transferring a STD to my man while lying and claiming it was from me yet I was only intimate with my husband and no one else . They paid men to claim that I had been sleeping around knowing that it was a lie , Possibly due to their  own  adulteress affair  that they were fiercely trying to keep from the public and intended to try and place me as doing things that they themselves were actually involved in doing , with an open sexual union meant to ruin the union between he and I  which is extremely wicked and demonic done out of vengeance lust and greed with her using oral sex to bind him to her with witchcraft that had him thinking he was on top of the world  showing me nothing but disrespect and anger for asking what was going on with them after clearly feeling the sexual energy between two liars who thought they could lie cheat and steal and then blame me but it only lead to more dark demonic dealings and it never had  to go this far but yet here we are with lives torn apart due to a woman who wanted to one -up me by seducing and marrying my husband with the use of tricks and fraud ( which does not constitute a marriage under God )           You must   turn from your wicked ways and  run towards the light , confess your sins to those who were the targets of those intended damages due to you letting  your shallow egos take over your ability to think beyond your own sexual lusts and greed and need to be seen as something that you obviously were not which is held in high honor because their is no honor among thieves - and your so called friends were never your friends but rather bad agents sent to assist Jezebel with getting you to drop your guard and lay with that  devil who was willing to do anything to win at all costs - and your lies will cost you your freedom  your ill-gotten gain and any chance of being able to swap destinies with me - also Get out of my house and return every thing  that you knowingly defrauded  me from receiving - oh and reverse the spells that were placed on my husband to get him to view me in a negative dark way knowing that it was actually you who was cheating behind his back and got pregnant  with a child that you knew was not even his knowing that he would believe you and offer his hand in marriage - which in this case I guess two lies actually void each other out ,since you lied and claimed to be pregnant knowing good and well that you had laid with one of his close friends  so that infidelity would be enough grounds for divorce if in fact he were even in a position to have been able to have married you in the first place since He and I were already in a marriage which is noticed in the ethers as his true and predestined- partnership by the most high God so until he puts a bill of divorce in my hand ,which he has never done , it looks as if I am still in fact his wife and you can now take that little knife out of my back and jab it into your own back !   Have a great evening  I look forward to seeing you in court  - btw stop preforming witchcraft over my apartment in an  attempt to kill me and the child that I am carrying its a violation of my reproductive rights my  federal - fair-housing rights my right to assemble my free will and my right against un-ethical mistreatment from dark demonic forces such as yourself - respectfully M Andres targeted  victim and earth Angel here for a purpose not by accident but because I have a mission to heal others and to bring them out of darkness and into the light where there will be no witchcraft or spell casting to untentionally  cause harm to another simply because you felt that no one would care enough about me to protect me since you had already stacked the game to go in your favor  ! But God had the final say and he chose me  , enough said .  If you do not like it change what you actually control which is YOURSELF !  

WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE ABUSED AND FALSELY ACCUSED BY ANY OF YOU

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 There seems to be an aggressive agenda of organized gang stalking ,ruthless mocking and back talking our Good works into acts that should be denied ever having occured  , choosing instead to paint a negative  Portrayal of us as nothing more than some one who deserves to be the targeted people that they have all  collectively decided to spread lies about .

 The same LIARS who have been covering up their own deceitful dirty acts and misconduct that HAVE been allowed to take place right here on US soil the same soil that our ancestors sowed seeds in yet were never properly compensated for their labor that the Bible states the sun should not have gone down without paying them for that labor , and it leaves me with a few thoughts on what it is that this Nation is actually founded on. 

 You see you can't claim to be one nation under God while not actually following any of God's words Deut 24 14-15 where it says thou shall not let the sun go down  without paying a man for his labor  Leviticus19:13 Oppressing someone by denying them a fair wage or not paying them on time is a sin.

SO IT APPEARS THAT WE HAVE BEEN LIVING AS ONE NATION UNDER FRAUD RATHER THAN UNDER GOD , OTHER WISE SURELY THERE  WOULD BE NO POVERTY OF HIS PEOPLE AND NO LACK OF ANYTHING YET WE HAVE  ONE SET OF RULES AND TREATMENT FOR SOME AND ANOTHER CRUEL AND UNETHICAL  WAY OF MISTREATING OTHERS , AND SADDEST PART IS THAT WE CLAIM TO BE ONE NATION UNDER GOD , WHICH IMPLIES THAT WE FOLLOW HIS WAYS WHEN IN FACT WE ARE IN NO WAY FOLLOWING ANY OF THE WAYS OF THE LORD .                WE MUST REPENT OF ALL OF OUR OLD IGNORANT BELIEFS AND INSTEAD QUICKLY  LEARN HOW TO RESPECT ONE ANOTHER AND RE PAY ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN DEPRIVED OF WHAT WAS AND IS RIGHTFULLY THEIRS OTHERWISE WE SHOULD REALLY BE PLACED ON NOTICE OF THE UP COMING WRATH OF GOD THAT IS KNOCKING AT THE DOORS OF MANY  WHO HAVE TAKEN IT UPON THEIR OWN IGNORANT SELVES  TO INTENTIONALLY INFLICT EVEN MORE PAIN SUFFERING AND DEPRIVATIONS UPON THE CHILDREN OF GOD.  

PLEASE HEED THIS  WARNING  AND GET YOUR HEARTS  RIGHT AND  KEEP YOUR INTENT PURE AND OF DOING GOOD BY OTHERS  RATHER  THAN BAD . WE CAN ALL DO MUCH BETTER THAN WE WERE TAUGHT AND MUCH BETTER THAN WE HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO BELEIVE WAS THE WAY IN WHICH WE WERE SUPPOS3D TO TREAT OTHERS - THAT WHICH WE DO EVEN TO THE LEAST OF THEM , WE ALSO DO IT UNTO THE MOST HIGH  GOD !  LETS CHECK OUR SELVES BEFORE WE WRECK OURSELVES

  RESPECTFULLY  "Stay at home moms changing lives" One soul at a time!